Did you ever wonder if you just weren't ment to be? I just feel like sometimes, I just wasn't ment to be alive. I feel like so many things working against me. I've never had a boyfriend, I've never been able to find anything I want to do careerwise, I've never had many friends, I've never had much family, My interests are few and far between, and I've never been especially good at anything. I just feel like I wasn't ment to be.