How does someone get over having been confined in one of these places? I've always been sane, and yet I've been in and out of two different mental hospitals for a total of almost one month. Can't find the right thing to type, so I'm just gonna say it has changed the way I see other people forever, I haven't even had a single friend since being freed last year. I know it affected my relationship with my ex-online-girlfriend too. Not to mention the pending court hearing, charging me with resisting arrest, even though they shot me with a taser gun when my hands were up in the air. All the other bogus charges they had on me were dropped too. :sad: Nobody likes me. I still have my family but they are just as sick of me as I am. What do I do to get my life back? I just want to be loved, nobody wants me to be nice, would they rather I be nothing? I just don't know what to do anymore. My mom is in trouble with her bastard husband's abuse, too, and she lives in Florida so I can't do anything.