Hi I have not posted for a while; since the summer really (thats besides the point). I hhve for the most part overcome my suicidal thoughts, recently I have done some really irrational "scary" things or so I'm told. I freqeuntly break windows when I get angry, with my bare hands and have damaged the family car, by smashing it with my hands, breaking off two doors, the wing mirrors etc. The list of damage I have caused is endless (im ashamed). The police were called on one occasion as I was smashing up furniture. Not that Im proud in anyway. The point is that I have been told that I am at risk of being sectioned if I do not seek help. If I do do I risk the chance, and what is the liklihood.