i hurt someone dear to me. I don't know if I will be okay without them. I loved them. I hurt them so I don't blame them if I leave I just feel like si. I've been doing so good I'm three months clean. My mind says don't break it but, my mind also says you deserve it, break it! Si yourself you piece of trash. This isn't anyone's problem but mine and I'm sorry to inconvenience but please someone help me. I need some advice.