messed up *pos trig

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by mandyj101, Jun 27, 2009.

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  1. mandyj101

    mandyj101 Well-Known Member

    im so messed up.i pretend im ok but im not.i jus couldnt stop cuttin last night and ended up gettin a taxi 2 hospital.they didnt say anythin 2 me.i was so ashamed.i almost walked out when a nurse went 2 get some tissue.they all looked at me like th freak i am.givin me foul looks.i shud b used 2 it by now.
    they dint say anythin 2 questions jus stitched it up an said 'u can go now'.
    its all so messed up.i jus wana b like normal ppl.but tht will neva happen.i shudnt kid myself tht i have anythin 2 give or help othr ppl.i cant even help myself.its jus th same thing ova n so fed up.
    i wana die all th time.i wish i didnt wake up in th mornings.i dont know if i can survive much longer.coz thts what im doin.not livin jus existin.its all crap ans always wil b crap. :sad:
  2. staystrong

    staystrong New Member

    I dont know why you cut yourself but there must be a reason for this.
    I am very down and forever will be unless HE comes back which he wont so theres nothing left for me on this planet.
    Explain why you cut yourself please
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :hug: mandy, I'm always here if you need to talk. x
  4. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    Your not messed up, your just going through a bad time right now. :hug: If ever you need to talk my pm box is always open :)
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