so ive messed up this school year has been the worst ive had ever im gana pass the year but only just!! this is the year they look at when i apply for uni next year i still have a year left at school but when i apply for uni i want have my level 3 results yet so they go by level 2 and ive totally messed it up!! it hit home today how bad things have got!! so they send out letters before prise giving telling you if you are getting an award and this is the 1st year since I started school that i haven't got an award. im not complaining that i didn't get one it just made it hit home how bad i let things get i cant believe ive let this happen ive gone from to of my year to barely passing in less than a year... i should have done something when i first realised things weren't going so well but i didn't and now its to late and idk what to do. mum said she wasn't disappointed but i could tell from the look on her face she was!! i i just dont no i dont wanta do this any more i just want to be gone i cant do this i still have to get though my exams idk if i can do it!! im so scared im just gana fail them all... whats the point in trying when im just gana fail? i cant do it any more i cant take this!!