messed up

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Wastingecho, May 1, 2012.

  1. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    woman i knew at the office for the last 10 years lost her husband last month

    she died this weekend, leaving behind 2 kids, 9 and 13

    i'm completely messed up over this

    on the one hand, my heart is breaking up thinking about the family

    on the other, i wish it had been me instead of her
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    oh hun ihope those children have support they must be suffering so greatly and i hope you have support as well hun leaving would only cause others pain hugs
     
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I do know how this feels and what a conflict it is ...but I am glad that you are with us
     
  4. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    bus left from work for the funeral this afternoon - i couldn't get on it

    can't get my head back to the right place

    can't focus - can't think

    questioning why i'm still here
     
  5. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry for your loss Echo...
    it's ok if you couldn't make the funeral...you need to look after yourself first
    It's so sad there are now children without parents...
    it's good that your kids still have their Dad :hug: