what to do? i love her so much, but i can't just sit back and watch her kill herself. she's back to shooting speed again. i just wish there was something i could do to help her. to get her to stop. but i know there isn't anything i can do. it's her choice and decision on what she does with her life. but dam it, is there anything i cn fucking do? i can't stand talking to her when she's loaded, but i can't stand not talking to her. what the fuck am i to do?