I was watching Mythbusters today and they were trying to prove something. As I was watching it, I got intrigued. It showed that a certain suicide method of which I thought it wouldn't kill anyone, in fact DOES kill someone for sure. It scares me, because I have everything that I need for it. I can just go ahead and do it whenever. I know what I'm like when I'm in a state of panic or when I'm angry. I get blinded by fear and/or anger and just go ahead and do things that are bad. What can I do?