....Mhe

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by cinZamurai, Dec 12, 2008.

  1. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member

    Grand master Mup and his own personal Muppet show.










    Crap, what am I doing here? I feel like I should leave. :sad:
     
  2. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member

    never mind its just an attention kind of thing. I am over it :smile:
     
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    :laugh: :hug:
     
  4. The_Discarded

    The_Discarded Staff Alumni

    i likez you, you're kewl

    :hug:
     
  5. nagisa

    nagisa Chat & Forum Buddy Staff Alumni

    *huggles you*
     
  6. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member

    Thank you sweetheart Discarded and Melody for the love. How could I ever leave I wonder?, when you guys are so awesome!

    Kudos and lots of :wub: to you :smile:
     
  7. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member

    Good night everyone! Time for some good old sleep :smile:

    :yawn: ............. :sleep:
     
  8. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Goodnight. :yawn:
     
  9. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member

    :coffee: Yawn! Good morning everyone :biggrin:
     
  10. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member

    I got a lingering feeling in my belly, but then I remember that I am good the way I am and have nothing to prove and that I am free, healthy and really have nothing to fear!

    Good night SF, I am going to listen to some sweet music and chill for a moment. Until we meet again, ciao! :heart:
     
  11. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member

    It takes some time, right now I cant give much.

    I think I created this frame of mind, I have now. I feelt a lingering feeling thats something was wrong, I got worried and that escalated into feeling suicidal. Im not much of support when I get like this. I get selfish and hard to relate too as I rant and then stay away to suffer alone. This is why I am here on sf in the first place.

    I am really a desperately quiet lonewolf when it comes to my own serious feelings and a total goofball when I am energized and carefree.

    One can see the selfish act in the way I rant or argue, its me that me this and its "I am" this "I am that". Fending of the darkness is not easy for me and sometimes I loose the battle. I get sad and no fun and I feel guilty for this side of myself. Accepting that I am not perfect is a challenge but it is the very thing that makes me human.

    See you on the bounce Sienna!
     
  12. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member

    :yawn:
    Aight, enough of this, I am getting sleepy.
    Night everyone.

    See ya on the bounce Sienna!











    :sleep:
     
  13. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member


    what the *@?#¤!, I am supposed to be a night owl but I am going to sleep at 20:00 and wake up at 05:00 :blink::paper::loopy::wiggle:






    See ya on the bounce Sienna!

     
  14. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member

    wish I had someone to hug for real :sad:
     
  15. crookxshanks

    crookxshanks Well-Known Member

    :hug:
    sorry that its an emoticon but its the best i can do
     
  16. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member

    Dont be sorry, got me feeling a bit better :smile:
     
  17. mourningseraph

    mourningseraph Well-Known Member

    Here you go! (it's the closest thing I got to a real one) :arms:
     
  18. nagisa

    nagisa Chat & Forum Buddy Staff Alumni

    :hug: :hug: :hug:
     
  19. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member

    :shy::wub:
     
  20. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member

    (:)furious:)) someone is purposely trying to hurt my innocent and sweet friend and right now I am so pissed of I want to smash the offenders face in.

    The low life creep is hiding behind Internet and have hack´t her msn account pretending to be her while sending nasty messages to her friends. What kind of a creep would do something like this to someone that is as nice and kind as she is? I hope he burn in hell for all eternity :diablo: