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Mi sobrino / My nephew

#1
Spanish/Español:

Buenas noches, estimados lectores espero que se encuentren bien a pesar que muchos estamos destruidos emocionalmente.
Bueno, vengo a desahogar varios sentimientos aquí, pero en especial un sentimiento de afecto inmenso hacía mi único sobrino (Hombre) el cual cada vez he ido tomándole un cariño más como hijo y no como mi sobrino.
Me explico, yo por parte de mamá mis tíos son una basura como familia, ya que nunca mostraron una muestra de afectó y más que a veces eran desagradables y hablaban cosas a mi espalda, sin contar que uno de esos tíos me violo cuando tenía 7 años por lo cual nunca fui muy cercano a mis tíos y a la familia de mi mamá y por parte de mi papá, lamentablemente mi papá tuvo una vida doble, o lo más una vida triple ya que era mujeriego, pero eso no entra al caso. Bueno resulta que conocí a la familia de mi papá a los 15 años y a pesar que hayan sido muy cariñosos... Pues la verdad es que no siento mucha cercanía ya que igual soy muy reservado y la mayoría del tiempo me gusta estar solo y más cuando tomo cerveza o me fumo mis cigarros.

Pero llegó un momento en donde mi hermano mayor tuvo un hijo y no sé el como empecé a desarrollar un gran cariño hacía a mi sobrino, como algo que del corazón me decía, haz con él todo lo que nunca te han dado y es que lo estoy intentando porque realmente tomo atención hacía lo que dice, lo que le gusta e incluso para cuando él viene a mi casa lo mimo con dulces, le presto mis consolas y eso me emociona mucho porque a pesar que tengo tendencias suicidas muy fuerte en secreto, y eso incluye la depresión que tengo hace mucho tiempo... Mi sobrino es capaz de alegrarme la tarde con su inocencia y más que he intentado pasar tiempo con él en donde me invita a jugar con sus juguetes y a veces quiere jugar a la PlayStation 2 ya que le gustan los vídeosjuegos.

Pero otra cosa que me encanta de estar con mi sobrino es que puedo inculcarle mi música ya que parece que le encanta lo que escucho, bueno realmente le llamó la atención lo que escucho por una polera de Misfits por lo cual puso un tema de ellos y le encantó y no miento que me dio risa y ternura, no obstante le daré música suave para empezar de bandas como: Paramore, Green Day, The Red Hot Chili Peppers, RadioHead, Sponge, Mac Demarco y etc.


English/Inglés:

Good evening, dear readers, I hope you are well despite the fact that many of us are emotionally destroyed.

Well, I come to vent several feelings here, but especially a feeling of immense affection towards my only nephew (Man) who every time I have been taking a more affection as a son and not as my nephew.

Let me explain myself, on my mother's side, my uncles are a garbage as a family, since they never showed a show of affection and more than sometimes they were unpleasant and talked things behind my back, not to mention that one of those uncles raped me when I was 7 years for which I was never very close to my uncles and my mother's family and on my father's side, unfortunately my father had a double life, or at most a triple life since he was a womanizer, but that is beside the point. Well it turns out that I met my father's family at 15 years old and even though they have been very affectionate ... Well, the truth is that I don't feel much closeness since I'm still very reserved and most of the time I like to be alone and more when I drink beer or smoke my cigars.



But there came a time when my older brother had a son and I do not know how I began to develop a great affection for my nephew, as something that he told me from the heart, do with him everything that you have never been given and that is what I'm trying because I really pay attention to what he says, what he likes and even when he comes to my house I pamper him with sweets, I lend him my consoles and that excites me a lot because even though I secretly have very strong suicidal tendencies, and that includes the depression I have had for a long time ... My nephew is able to cheer me up the afternoon with his innocence and more than I have tried to spend time with him where he invites me to play with his toys and sometimes he wants to play the PlayStation 2 since he likes video games.



But another thing that I love about being with my nephew is that I can instill my music in him since it seems that he loves what I listen to, well what I hear for a Misfits shirt really caught his attention, so he put a song about them and He loved it and I'm not lying that it gave me laughter and tenderness, however I will give him soft music to start with from bands like: Paramore, Green Day, The Red Hot Chili Peppers, RadioHead, Sponge, Mac Demarco and etc.
 
#2
I'm sorry that you were abused and that your family life has been so painful.

I think it's nice that you like your nephew so much. Is there any problem in the relationship, or are you just sharing how you like him so much?
 
#3
I'm sorry that you were abused and that your family life has been so painful.

I think it's nice that you like your nephew so much. Is there any problem in the relationship, or are you just sharing how you like him so much?
Hello May71 I hope you are well.

The truth is, I appreciate your comment, and about my relationship with my nephew it is not terrible but great since somehow he makes me forget that I long to commit suicide since his innocence reminds me of that child that I was and that unfortunately suffered a lot for life , for which ... My desire is to share a lot with him since he is a son to me ... But I also know that I can give him everything he needs at some point.

Cheers!
 

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