so I used to live alone in MIA, where i would engage in mia. i'm at my parents' house for the summer before i go live alone in a new city in 2.5 weeks. i figured the summer would straighten me out, no more mia. and i've been successful, since may 29th. i still think about it every day. i fear that i will be doing it again as soon as i move into my new apt. i miss it. i hate it, but i miss it.