Right now I'm on medications for depression, OCD, bipolar depressive and a mood stabilizer. OCD med is to help with the habit of thinking about suicide. I'm happy to have run into this forum. It seems that it could be helpful. I live in a small town in central Oregon. I'm on Social Security disability because of depression and suicide attempts. Thus, I'm retired ten years before I had planned. Music, especially piano, and gardening are my two favorite hobbies.