So I got my math midterm back today. 56%. Wow. I thought I had done so much better. I was in a really good mood before this (got 100% on my bio midterm) and don't understand what possibly could have happened. Math is my anchor, it's never failed me. I got 98% on my provincial exam last year and 99% in the course. I love it. Now I'm left confused. I've been having a lot of doubt about my place here. Everyone is so rich and carefree. I don't really fit in with anyone that I've met but one person, who I have no way of finding again. I can't go and find anyone else like me because they're all ferreted away like I am. Everyone wonders what I do at night, just walking around by myself. It calms my mind, let's me slow down enough to think things through. Once again I'm wearing a mask.