Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by mlxjaded, Jan 5, 2012.
as petrified as i am of dying -- right now -- it seems like a better option that this shit life.
There is always a chance for your life to improve Mike, what in particular is getting to you?
I've come to realize I will never be happy. I'm not attractive, i'm not smart, i'm not good at much of anything..and it's not like i can change so easily. I'm overweight. & I mean really overweight. So it's not like I have great health either- i'll probably die young from that anyway. :apologetic: I guess I'm just thinking, why should I waste my time being miserable and stressing over death when it's going to happen eventually. It makes no difference if it's today, tomorrow, next week, or in 50 years. All I've ever been was a burden to my family and i'm just not ready for the real world.
Overweight - well you can try to work on that surely, if it is making you unhappy? There is a sub-forum here to help.
Smart - well you can read, so you can become well-read.
I know these are not easy things but they will help you feel better.