I really might need to. I mean I don't exactly want to but I think I need to. I've always been really depressed, I just wanted to have friends to talk to. Finally a girl came up to me began to be my friend, and eventually asked me out. Things were god and bad, she would over react a lot at little things. And she'd always make fun of me for being a virgin. Always, saying that I'd always be a virgin and that we'd never do it. Then tonight on new years we went to her friends house where there were no parents, she pulled me on top of her and started kissing me. Eventually she just got naked and told me to do it. I said no because we didn't have protection but she said come on just pull out before you finish. I didn't want to and it hurt very badly but she wanted me to, and I was too afraid to say no. And at the end my thing was wet, and she asked, "Oh my god did you just finish?" I didn't feel a thing. I really don't think I did, "Yup you just did." she said. Those two sentences made me think that I did. I wish I could go back and take it back. I went home and eventually finished myself, even though I wasn't in the mood I wanted to know if I still could or if I finished there, so I don't think I did there but I kept second guessing. I'm so scared. I'm only 16. But alas. If she is pregnent, I can't take care of it and my parents would be very mad. I will in fact do it if she is.