So here we are with a round of every little thing pisses me off. Every little thing grinds and eats at me as if the full intent is to upset me. I really don't begin to understand what is going on with myself right now as I have never experienced this. This overwhelming sense of anger and hate towards every little thing. I'm not real sure what to do, or even how to vent the frustrations that I have with everything going on around me. Even at work, sitting in my office alone, i found it hard to find contentment with solitude and silence. I don't think its depression, more so a nagging irritation at the very existence of life. Has anyone experienced this? What the fuck is going on with me? In 7 years since diagnosis I have never felt this way. It's affecting relationships I have with people, causing me to snap on a whim and misread things. I've said things to people I shouldn't. And normally when I say hurtful things to people I mean to do it. That used to be a defense mechanisms but I'm finding myself unintentionally being a dick and unable to stop the words before they flow (or type). What the fuck is going on?!?