As i sit and think over the last few weeks i have finnaly come to my answer. I dont know how to say it but. Now i am happy that i made my mind on what i want to do. The things is all making sense now. I now know what life is really for. So now i'm just gonna live life enjoy the last few joys and happyniess of these last weeks. then ive decide to move on to another stage with life and soul. there i will be free. Those ive have met, your all truely unique and admazing in manys ways. each one of you are stong. Live life how you want it to be, dont let other take you down. and take care my friends. So it was great meet this coummunity learned alot of things met some great people. Take care I'll be in chat every so now and then.