I currently feel like shit. I'm all alone. I hate my OCD. No one gives a shit about me. I'm gonna die all alone, without ever having been really loved by anyone. But, I don't deserve it anyway. I just fuck everything up. Always. I hate the day I was born. I'm just an enormous failure. I can see why my parents hate me and are ashamed of me. I can see why my father says me I'm such a bad and unpleasant person. I'm sure he thinks I'm the worst thing that ever happened to him. I needed to vent.