missing depression

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by hollowvoice, Mar 29, 2011.

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  1. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    when your meds are working and things are good
    do you ever think this isnt me i need to be sad and depressed like its where you belong and you deserve to be sad ?
     
  2. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    yes i do andi, when i get the occasional good day i feel out of sorts, as though its not normal for me to be on a bit of a high. i suppose the good thing is to try build on that and hopefully it will feel 'normal'.
     
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    YEs i feel uncomfortable in that i am on edge thinking this is all too good when will the hat fall hugs
     
  4. oval

    oval Well-Known Member

    :nono: you all deserve to feel good. ya hear me
     
  5. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    exactly, everytime i pull myself up, something pulls me back down and you think i dont deserve to be happy.
     
  6. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Yep, sure do....

    I think its cause we are so used to feeling down that we have forgotten how to feel good. I know when I hear myself laugh its like what was that, and I stop immediately like I was doing something bad.

    I know that I will never be cured of depression, it will never go away, but I also know I can live a good life with depression, if I let myself.
     
  7. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    trouble is i have great friends here
    i havnt took pills in so long
    i havnt cut for 3 weeks
    im drinking in moderation
    ive a good routine in work
    but still its not enough to block out my bad thoughts?
     
  8. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    You need human contact, human conversations, human touches-This is just my opinion-when you feel down is it because your lonely?

    Do you know what your missing? What it is that you want out of life?
     
  9. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    wish i knew
     
  10. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Your still questioning life, thats giving you the issues.

    I believe once we get settled down and know what we want out of ourselves and our lives- we will be much more at peace with ourselves. Right now we question to much, like why me, why not me, why does it always have to be this way or that way, to many questions and still not enough answers.
     
  11. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    exactly not enough answers
    its just too confusing
     
  12. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Im sorry, keep asking

    you deserve all the answers!!!!!!!!!!!

    dont fall for the tricks your mind is playing on you, you just have to beat it at its own game.
     
  13. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    im just not sure i can or will ever be or desreve happiness
    what have i ever done to deserve happiness
     
  14. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    What have you done to not deserve it is what you should be asking yourself. Why not???

    There is not an evil bone in your body or mind, to me that means you deserve everything in life that will bring you happiness or peace.
     
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