Appearantly I have been called a bad man because I have been insensetive to somebody who has cancer, I didn't know anybody had cancer so how can you blame me for being insensetive. Before you start judging others please look at yourself. It's so easy to turn on people, because you have pain. Instead of asking me WHY I was insesetive you jumped to the conclusion that I'm a bad man, as you are just looking to blame somebody for your pesent state of mind. I'm actually glad I was kicked out of chat, that chat is just to much. So many suicidal people shouldn't be allowed in one place. It's just unhealthy. I still strugle with suicide at times, but I got the forum to keep me going. Again I appologize to anybody who has cancer, I had no idea. I hope you pull through.