I have so many emotions right now. I'm happy, and I'm sad, I'm calm but inside I am full of rage. I don't really know what to feel. I'm just taking it one day at a time, because I can't really see my future. I've felt so weird, since I woke up from the strangest dream last night. It was my biggest fear, that dream, and boy, did it feel real. I can even remember what I was thinking, what I could smell and what I felt. So, I'm scared to sleep, in case it happens again. I don't know what to do, but I do know I have to struggle on for now, for a few special people.