<Mod Edit> I want to do it too

I'm in the same situation that happened with <Mod edit>. My boyfriend broke up with me a few days ago and I have not heard from him. I lost my best friend and my soulmate I talked to a friend today, but I didn't tell her my thoughts. I won't really attempt to do it because I'm afraid, but the pain is too much for me to handle. I used to self harm, but I stopped doing that because of the ugly scars that are visible. It always made me feel better after though. Should I call my ex boyfriend in a few more days? What should I do? Please please help.

 

I am sorry you are going through so much pain hun i know you don't believe it but the pain will lessen it will and you move on ok and find someone who will love you even more not harm you hugs

 

I don't have any specific advice to offer, but I just want you to know that YOU are not alone. I'm here for you and I will listen to you. You have someone in your corner.