I'm in the same situation that happened with <Mod edit>. My boyfriend broke up with me a few days ago and I have not heard from him. I lost my best friend and my soulmate I talked to a friend today, but I didn't tell her my thoughts. I won't really attempt to do it because I'm afraid, but the pain is too much for me to handle. I used to self harm, but I stopped doing that because of the ugly scars that are visible. It always made me feel better after though. Should I call my ex boyfriend in a few more days? What should I do? Please please help.