ok i really really cannot do this anymore.... i really do not wanna be here anymore. Ive given it alot of thought and i really really want to end this suffering <Mod edit- asking methods>? i really dont wanna die in pain , i just wish i could fall asleep and not wake up. I am through with this now i have no money so i cannot get any help or get back on my feet, im sick so i cannot work, i have no money for medication. i cannot leave the house and get anything <mod edit guidelines>. Please dont tell me to not go through with it , i seriously have no choice anymore.