People just don't get how hard it is for us to just talk to someone and ask information or follow all of their formalities to get papers, documents or whatever. It's basically a torture just to do what everyone can do without even thinking. Nobody understand us. They look at us like we are stupid, crazy or just don't want to cooperate. It's not that we don't want, but we can't. It's too hard. I know I have personnally wanted to scream at some people for pushing me while I was very anxious and making everything worse. I just don't like to "freak out" in public or show my emotions so I can't even explain to them why I act like I do. I have to shut up and basically concentrate all my energie to not cry(I cry when I'm anxious. -___- ) or break down. Or I just run away without explaining anything and people get even more mad and I'm in trouble. I'm tired of this. I'm tired of nobody understanding and making everything worse. I'm angry at everyone for making things so hard. I'm angry that our sociaty is made for people who have no difficulties socializing. I get that we are the one who have to adapt and not them, but it's still make me mad. I'm also angry at myself for being so afraid of everything, but right now my anger is more toward everyone who don't understand ,really. It's kind of a nice change to not hate myself too much tho. So what do you think ? Am I the only one who think that society is really not made for us ? Am I the only one who is angry at people for making what is already difficult for us even harder ?