Moment of Truth

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Godsdrummer, Nov 21, 2011.

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  1. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest

    Right now, it seems as if my life is hanging one just waiting for the outcome of an email I just sent.

    I have asked the church for a loan. If they say no, I am so screwed that I cant find another way out of my crisis.

    So.....that's it. It all boils down to what response I get.
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    I hope they can help you out. :hug: But please don't depend your life on it. Your life is worth more.
  3. Godsdrummer

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    well they couldnt. So...I have one other option and that is later this week I am going to find out if I can get a loan from my 401k. If I can get that, at least we are back to square one.

    Does anyone know of a legitimate online installment loan company for people with bad credit. Everyone I find directs me to a referral site, where then I will receive dozens and dozens of requests for payday loans. I dont need another payday loan. That is what got me in trouble in the first place. I need an installment loan to where I can pay off these payday loans and have a reasonable manageable monthly payment.
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  4. Godsdrummer

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    It sucks. I have tried for so long. And it all is coming down to 600 bucks. You see 600 bucks keeps my checking account inline and buys me the time I need. It also will get the tires my wife's car so desperately needs. Without it...well we are running the risk of becoming homeless. At least with my life insurance which by the way, pays out even with a suicide, my family will be set financially, at least for a good long time.

    So that's it. Game over. I played and stuck around all these years to see what would happen...and it all boils down to this.

    Let this be a lesson to you all....never get bad credit. It will haunt you for the rest of your life.

    I will be checking out, this Saturday. So I will be around for a couple of more days.
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