I spent the night at a friend's house and realized I was without thinking taking 3 sleep medications. Everyone else just went to bed. The reaction was that I was convincing myself I needed them and could just use regular techniques. Frustrating because then I explained that I have tried them, that's where the permanent dark circles came from. I got mad and said that I'd been awake a week straight and that several nights in a row make me completely dissociate. Stigma. It's everywhere.