monday is the day :(

[dontwannabeme]

monday is the day ill be admitted
I dunno why but i feel alot worse then before
I see my family more hurting becouse of me
They cry when they see me
I dunno if i can be strong enough in there

 

[Terry]

Family will get over it.
You need to be concentrating on you.
Hope it all goes well and is not the dreadful thing you are thinking it is at the moment :hug:

 

[dontwannabeme]

i know
Im just scared i will fail that im not strong enough for it

 

[Terry]

Take it one day at a time, know it's scarey, but no one is looking to cause you harm. :hug:

 

[dontwannabeme]

i know
but i dunno what too expect
i will be admitted for a total of 7 months
and i honestly dunno if i can take that for so long

 

[Terry]

Spent 13 months in a psychotherapy unit.
Remember the first day, was absolutely petrified, but it's amazing how quickly you adjust.
I didn't know what to expect either, but made a bucket load of friends and look back on it as one of the most important times of my life.

 

[dontwannabeme]

ye i know it always is ok once youve been there for a bit
Now too actually too get it in my bloody mind

 

[IV2010]

well done leo for taking that big step and getting help..good luck

 

[tweetypie]

good luck ! i hope you get everything you need and more ! xxxx

 

[dontwannabeme]

i hope so too
i guess i shouldnt be sutch a wussy and just get on with it

I heard im allowed my phone so ill make a dairy on the forum when im there so people if they want can see how its going and maybe it can help others

Ty all
for all the nice replies and good advice