And it has me getting more nervous and scared by the minute. I am not sure why? My wife has been to court over this divorce deal twice. I have never been. I couldnt bring up the courage to go. Well now it looks like I have to. And so Monday, is our next date in court, where we will enter "Phase 2" of this divorce crap. I am smart enough to know that this is happening. And I am smart enough to know that nothing physically is going to happen to me in the courtroom. But I do, that I still don't want this to happen. :sad: I plan on attending AA meetings on Monday to help get me thru this, but since I will be off of work that day, I wont have access to the net or to you guys. And there are plenty of ways for me to do it, if it comes to that point. And I am really worried that it may.