Money and Work and stuff

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Mr.Tickles, Jan 29, 2014.

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  1. Mr.Tickles

    Mr.Tickles New Member

    Apparently I fail at social skills. Got reamed out by my boss for apparently being rude. Didn't even realize it. I'm probably *something*, Aspergers or ADHD or something, because I've mostly stumbled through my life getting into shit without really realizing it. Boss says a couple of co-workers complained about me, but those same people keep trying to socialize with me. It's frankly annoying. I'm perfectly at home being aloof if it means I can keep my job.

    Feels to me like I have a very low chance of getting my contract renewed, which means instead of getting half what I should be paid, I'll get nothing after seven years of undergrad + professional school. Up to my arse in debt as well.

    If I have to search for a job again I might as well drown myself. Good lord it was stressful last time. I sent out hundreds and hundreds of resumes. Why is it always a recession when I'm looking for work? [Yes, I've tried networking, no, it wasn't useful]

    Wife is unemployed as well. Nags me about having kids, but how can you even think about that when there's no hope? I should have ignored my parents and taken engineering or something so I could have a well-paying job with no debt.

    Why couldn't I have been just a few years older? Then it would have been a cakewalk to get a well-paying job where I can buy things that make me happy.
     
  2. scaryforest

    scaryforest Banned Member

    it sounds like a self diagnosis. is it? the asp. adhd?
    you can get many or well... some benefits when officially diagnosed too.
    wife wants kids? mental health should indeed be looked at first. espec how you are worrying about job loss?
     
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