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I am usually around but i have decided that it was best i kept who i am a secret.
I am a monster.
I get off watching films where other people are abused
I get off watching other people suffer
I enjoy their pain
I enjoy that their pain is worse than mine
I enjoy I am not the only one hurting
I am fucking sick
I live my life by filling in the gaps because if i didnt i would fade out of existance
I am sick of pretending to be happy
I am sick of being a Monster
I am a monster.
I get off watching films where other people are abused
I get off watching other people suffer
I enjoy their pain
I enjoy that their pain is worse than mine
I enjoy I am not the only one hurting
I am fucking sick
I live my life by filling in the gaps because if i didnt i would fade out of existance
I am sick of pretending to be happy
I am sick of being a Monster