Hello suicideforum,
It has been a while since i posted a thread but i felt the need. Im having enormous mood swings lately, one moment im up in the world thinking i should be the advisor of the president or something in that order, moments later i think im the dumbest man ever and dont see the point in anything anymore. Im working on my essays and it makes me reminisce about my school period. i just thought back about how much fun i had in the 2nd class of high school, right before everything turned sour. I had a flashback-memory of when i got bullied by a school teacher. we were being briefed for an upcoming schooltrip to paris which i was happy about and in the beginning everyone was talking amongst eachother, we were waiting for the teachers to arrive to inform us about the trip when she came in and wanted to queit the room the only thing she said was: Can that fatso shut up pointing at me. im getting tears in my eyes just thinking about it. it broke something in me the old memories of the bullying in primary school,
It has been a while since i posted a thread but i felt the need. Im having enormous mood swings lately, one moment im up in the world thinking i should be the advisor of the president or something in that order, moments later i think im the dumbest man ever and dont see the point in anything anymore. Im working on my essays and it makes me reminisce about my school period. i just thought back about how much fun i had in the 2nd class of high school, right before everything turned sour. I had a flashback-memory of when i got bullied by a school teacher. we were being briefed for an upcoming schooltrip to paris which i was happy about and in the beginning everyone was talking amongst eachother, we were waiting for the teachers to arrive to inform us about the trip when she came in and wanted to queit the room the only thing she said was: Can that fatso shut up pointing at me. im getting tears in my eyes just thinking about it. it broke something in me the old memories of the bullying in primary school,