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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by dying_inside, Apr 8, 2011.

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  1. dying_inside

    dying_inside Well-Known Member

    i am feeling more and more without hope and suicidal.

    i have been "working on" hurting myself to lead me to suicide for many years, but after the last time i was in hospital, amonth ago, something changed and i decided i could try to live. only that i didnt know its so hard. i didnt imagine it was hard like this.

    and now im on the edge of crying every moment, i cant function and have restarted thinking about suicide as a way out.

    i feel so alone, no matter how much i reach out. i am still alone with my pain and with my unwanted life.

    im so sick of this all, i wish so much i could end it all right now.
  2. herenow

    herenow Well-Known Member

    Congratulations on the change that you did want to live...that's great! I think healing comes in small steps and soon you will have another one *hug*
  3. GoldenPsych

    GoldenPsych Well-Known Member

    If you are feeling more and ore hopeless it is possiby a good idea for you to go see a doc and get some help.

    What's your current support package?

  4. solutions

    solutions Well-Known Member

    If you're feeling suicidal, what is it, exactly, that's making you want to kill yourself?
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