For the last couple days I have been more angry than depressed with a 'so be it attitude'. If this is the life that I am forced to live than 'so be it'. I will just take a bullet and put it through my head. I do not fear death, I fear living a life of troubles, depression, and just hopelessness more than dying. If this is my fate to live this miserable life, than so be it I will end it. Anyone else have this attitude?