More desperate than sad

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Bleepo, Aug 19, 2012.

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  1. Bleepo

    Bleepo Member

    As I posted in the after affects forum... I'm homeless. I'm recently separated and surviving on unemployment insurance.

    I just found out that my ei payments have run out. I've been working with a recruiter to get me into a work camp in northern Alberta which would solve Rhode problems... but its taking a really long time. Maybe longer than I have.

    If I lose my vehicle, I'm done for. If I have to resort to stealing I won't be able to live with myself.

    When I had a little bit of money I bought items to end it all with certainty. And its looking like its time.

    The funny thing is I've been depressed for years. And this doesn't even feel that bad. Im just afraid of losing absolutely everything.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun look into shelters in your area until you land that job ok as your recruiting worker to speed things up some as you need money now. Is there no friends you can call hun to stay there even for awhile relatives who could lone you some money until you get work in progress hugs
     
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