I want to be normal. I'm sorry I'm bipolar and not good enough. Damn it! I thought I was. I really thought I was. But I see now I'm a freak. Something that scares away grown adults and makes them grab small children and flee. Something that has little worth and is too confusing to try and understand. Quick, hide me away deep in the dark and leave me to fester with it alone. I just want to be normal, really I do.