I just started to have thoughts again, this time I might end up going through with it by the end of the night. I went to go and see my son yesterday and to see his mother. Well me and his mother had a long talk about what was going on between me and her and things kind of got emotional in no time flat. We discussed things, talked about our future (If we where going to work things out and try to get back together) Well I took my son to the park and it was the most intense feeling in the world to a point to where I broke down in tears because he was having a good time, laughing, playing with other kids and I also took him on the slides and he is only 8months old. Well things started to get bad again after I left that night. I texted her three time to tell her to have a good day and hope she got some rest. She replied back to them saying "I would really appreciate it if you didn't text me all the time" and "It makes me feel really uncomfortable" but the day before that she wanted to hold me, touch me and wanted to lay on me... this makes me kindy feel used to a point and I don't know what to do. I have stuff (Not saying due to rules) setting here right next to me ready to be done. I don't know what to do... Four days ago she blow my phone up all morning to get a hold of me, she calls me at 2am in the morning when she goes on lunch and I took her and my son to their doctor appointment and then the following happened. Please help me.