dont know why i bother, what will i have to show for it all, a shite job that means people do not help me because they see work as immunity from distress, a pension getting shitter by the minute thanks to osborne that i wont live to see, my physical health deteriorating but because i try to carry on and do stuff instead of rolling over and giving in means i cant get help for that... fairly sure broke a bone in my foot yesterday but nobody would believe me due to mental health issue so why bother going for help my bones are fu**ed anyway.
really fancy the idea of dying because life feels like an uphill run and i cannot see any reward.
i want to be well day in day out i hear of people trying to prove how ill they are so they can get their entitlement out of this evuil government however i m trying to keep my income by working and i get no help to get well despite how much that would save them in benefits entitlements if i get to a point i admit i ned to give in work.
might as well go kill myself because i have no point or worth and can get no help im worthless
really fancy the idea of dying because life feels like an uphill run and i cannot see any reward.
i want to be well day in day out i hear of people trying to prove how ill they are so they can get their entitlement out of this evuil government however i m trying to keep my income by working and i get no help to get well despite how much that would save them in benefits entitlements if i get to a point i admit i ned to give in work.
might as well go kill myself because i have no point or worth and can get no help im worthless