Alright god dammit. God damned it to be. When my ass gets my method and the the accessories, I'm out like a candlelight in a hurricane. I've got a good chance of getting them pretty soon. Found a shop, and have no criminal background that would pop up. I'm gonna save up my money for it. Fuck bullshittin' with pills. This is guaranteed 100% no motherfuckin' return this motherfuckin' time. In the meantime, I've been trying to find a suitable place to get it done. I don't give a shit about the mess that would be made, but the place has to be right. Like right in front of my mother when she least expects it HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAHAAAAAHAAAAAAAA. HAHAHA. Haa. ha. woo. BITCH HOW YOU LIKE ME NOW ROFLLLLLLLLLL!!! :hysterical: But, that isn't how I want to be remembered so scratch that. Maybe just in a public place for everyone to see and hear my last fucking words. I don't know. I have much to ponder about the perfect way. Yyyyyyyep. That's pretty much it. Click-click boom, and that'll be all. :stars: I'm out of my fucking mind and I looooooooooove it. I've got serious fucking problems. I'm in this forum because I want somebody to give me some fucking hope. Some fucking REASON that I'm here. An ounce of goddamn rationale, inarguable logic or some shit for why my pathetic ass needs to be here. An INCH of fucking hope for the future. Something. I feel insane.