Shoot me into oblivation. My motivation is not there. Dont care about materialistic things. No drive to get clothes to be unique s or the jazz just my same ol tshirt pant routine in and out. Tshirt all no label plain black or white. No motivation for a career change or dust off old dreams and pursue them. Ive just dropped dead out of the blue. Lately lost the drive to try scrounge up food have become lazy now just keeping sweets around easy calories.pies a 2 or 3 meals for me. Not even want drive to mickey ds for a meal I just grab frozen pancakes n zap in microwave n eat it plain to shut the stomach up. Food just no longer interests me unless its convenient n in front of me . Pieces of me just got eaten like those m and ms I just had . Never to be seen again.