mum just found here

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by wheresmysheep, Jan 4, 2009.

  1. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    I went upstairs and left the laptop down, as she normally leaves it alone, i came back down and she had the laptop and she turns to me and says; whats suicide forum?'


    we have to 'talk' now and she asks if i am suicidal, and its just like, well wtf you walked in on me twice, have you just been pretending nothing happened??

    ffs its all shite.
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :hug: Emma, I'm sorry.

    Hopefully she will be able to understand you better now and might take your pain more seriously.

    As always, I'm here if you need me :hug:
  3. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    i would like, and, hope for it. but knowing her, she'll say i'm blowing things out of preportions and i have nothing to worry about and i'm just imagining everything etcv etc etc etc etc etc :sad:
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :sad: When you talk to her..try to explain a little that it's depression and you can't control that. Does she know your on meds? :hug:
  5. Rockster

    Rockster Guest

    :hug: Emma, if it gets bad you know the other ways you have of contacting most of us... MSN/AIM/YIM/Skype/Phone etc and you know we will be here for you no matter what.
    As Lynn said i hope she is able to finally understand/accept it
  6. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    yeah she does lynn, but i'm having to lie cause she told me to stop taking them. so she thinks i dont need them as she says i look better since i stopped taking them.
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Emma..even though she has asked you to stop. It's best to be honest with her. She will probably go off on one..but she'll probably get over it soon.Its best to have everything in the open to get the help you need. :hug:
  8. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    they're ta;lin about my bro now. and guess what!!

    she's saying my brothers just lazy cause he doesnt spell properly..

    see a pattern.
  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Ugh! Mothers..who needs them:unsure:

    That's unfair on him :( Perhaps get the doctor that prescribed the meds to have a word with her?
  10. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    yeah i know.

    i dont have a clue what to do.

    had enough of it tbh. i really do

    and we're going for indian tonight now and i can imagine her snapping again. cause she's been drinking again, like the other night when they went to the chinese. i really dont want to go.

    she's arguing left right and centre
  11. soliloquise

    soliloquise Well-Known Member

    you could use it as an opportunity to be honest and assertive but i know some mothers just don't listen :blink:
    i don't know why she is minimising your pain, maybe she cannot face it herself and it scares her. either way try to get her to hear you and if she doesn't you always have us regardless .. hope it goes ok xx
  12. Speck

    Speck Well-Known Member

    Parents often do the 'Pull yourself together' 'There's nothing wrong with you' denial thing, partly sometimes because of their own downfalls i guess...
    Trying to change the way they react is about as easy as sticking your head in a crocodile and not getting bitten but you have the peeps here who when mum isnt looking are here to help :smile:
  13. rootedphoenix

    rootedphoenix Well-Known Member

    :hug: Some of my family does the same thing. I do not get their reasoning at all.