Oh angel, you always know what's in my heart. In the darkest of nights when I wish to escape even my breath she holds my heart and tells me it's ok to breathe in and become all that I love which is all of life. I try to box things up and cling but my angel reassures me things are ever-changing and always new, and there is no reason to die, only that life is extremely hilarious and beautiful. And no matter where I am she holds my heart, she holds my heart. I've never spoken to or seen my angel but I know that she is here with me. Not that she is a she or real at all but that she is here I know that.