I saw my case manager, Dr., and therapist today. All for the depression and eating disorder. I had to come open to all of them how my feelings and thoughts have been lately. I told them how depressed, frustrated, and upset I have been. I admitted to all of them, I had been getting suicidal thoughts, I do have a plan, but I have been doing all I can to fight against the thoughts for my kids and because I am also pregnant. It hasn't been easy. I'm just trying my best to get through each moment . I also told them the reason why I been thinking about suicide. My reason behind it. I'm just tired of dealing with my issues. Hoping soon, I will feel better. Dr did up my meds. Hope it helps.