I'm not like any of you guys, my attempts were sissy attempts. Two attempts really. Not anyting serious. Just overdosing. First time I took paracetamol and mixed it up with other things. I hadn't researched it, I just couldn't find any sleeping pills so I took all the pills in my house. I didn't want to die, I just needed to leave the DV situation I was in. Then I got high. I know it's not supposed to make you do that but I started going really relaxed and almost high. I didn't do the things I was supposed to I wasn't obedient so I started getting bashed. Because I wasn't researched I thought it would take sooner to kill me and since I was trying to commit SUICIDE, NOT get murdered, I found a phone and called an ambulance on myself. Basically I saved myself, silly. The second time was very unplanned as well. I was having severe flashbacks for three days and wasn't sure where I was and my first suicide kept springing to mind. So I overdosed on paracetomol again (why? I knew the danger and I knew it wouldn't work) and a few other pills. I think I was replaying the scenario rather than attempting to kill myself. Then I told my friend right in the middle of my pills/booze fest what I was doing and he called an ambulance on me. Apparently both times my paracetamol levels were very high. But I was a sissy and didn't plan anything. Sometimes I just have enough:mortdesinos:.