I don't know if this even counts, but it feels like it should. I was pregnant. I was happy. I was in love with it. I was so fucking excited. And last night it died inside of me. I was telling my friend how I was keeping it and I lost it, i miscarried. In the middle of my job. I've never felt this empty. I would have made an awesome mom. I really would have. I'm only 18 and I can't tell my parents so I wasn't able to go to the doctor. Which sucks, because I'm in so much pain. I killed my baby.