I have always been bullied - throughtout primary school and secondary school still - i am always bullied. Probably because i'm different. I have ginger hair, i listen to rock music and i don't wear tracksuits. This makes me an outcast. Anyway, i met a friend 2 years ago. His name was william - he stuck up for me as i was being insulted by a few other students. Subsequently, he too then began to get bullied himself. It turned out that he coulden't handle the bullying as he was not used to it. 1 year ago he commited suicide. He hung himself in his room - leaving a suicide note which i was not allowed to read. Apparently, it said he was sorry to me and that was all. I have had enough of everything. There really is very little to live for - and the anniversary of his death made me have suicidal thoughts again - hence why i searched up this forum. I have no-one to turn to...so...yeah. think what you like - i wont be surprised if im bullied in this forum too, but it's what i deserve i guess. I am a complete waste of space.