Hi guys, i dont know really what to do and have never felt like this before. I cant stop thinking about it. I'm the last person he talked to before he tried committing suicide by swallowing a bunch of <mod edit: no specifics on pills please>. he's still in the hospital, they pumped his stomach. His mom tells me his stomach lining is nearly gone.. Which i don't know anything other than that. they dont know whats going to happen. i cant stop thinking about it, like he's my best friend and really the only true friend i have.. i dont konw what would happen if something happened to him. he's mentioned suicide before but i never took him serious (which i know is dumb) but again i just figured he was mad about somethin and just venting. i never would think in a million years he'd try.. i have no one to talk to about it, i just want to know if he's going to be okay. i just don't get it. it sucks. why does everythign have to be so fucked up. he's just laying in a hospital unconscious, i cant do anythign .. he wanted to do something last nite and i told him i didnt feel like it, now he tried to kill himself.. i feel like its my fault. if i would've just been there this would never have happened. its all my fuckin fault.. please help me, i feel so helpless. ive never felt like this before.