He was my whole life. We never wanted to make each other sad. Why suicide after an argument. Why leave me under bad terms. Whenever couples have arguments we say sorry even if we are right or wrong. He always told me he loved me. Why do this knowing the pain it will cause me. It would have hurt if he left under good times. It is haunting me that he did this knowing we had an argument. I feel so bad like he was punishing me for fighting with him. We were so close.