Ok so my birthday is in 2 days and just thinking I been living for 27 years, alone and my life hasnt amounted to shit, makes me just want to leave. So since they reduced my hours at work I am getting the same amount of work, only to be done in less time. Im not doing what I wanted to do when I was younger as far as working goes. I live alone and hardly anyone hangs out with me. Im not in a relationship. I am having a hard enough time just paying bills and getting food to eat. People I tried to get with have done nothing but diss me. I dont get along with my brother. And friends come and go in my life. I dont have any friends which I have known for 3 years or more. And I never had. I dont get what I want in life, and instead things just come along which I must take or not my first choice. I keep getting pushed. But I just might push back.