My boyfriend has ptsd. Long story about our past. We are in our 50s, dated in our 20s and reconnected, Basically he has kind of broken it off. He didn't come right out and say it, but that's what happened. He's in a withdrawal phase, which is common with ptsd. He had been telling me how dark and depressed he is and how is going to snap. He is suicidal. He is in therapy. So I'm deeply depressed now as well. I've become sick, developed high blood pressure and heart rate and meds aren't working. Emotionally I'm a wreck. I guess I want to know if he thinks about me at all when he's like this. He's on Facebook and I wonder if he looks at my profile to see what I'm up to, even though he shut me out. Does he ever think about me? I'm worried and so, so sad. I struggle to get through each day. Can't wait to get home and into pjs. Everything is an effort.